I'm sorry but I just have to get this out of my system. Me and my sisters watched New Moon today, and to tell you the truth, I don't really know how to rate it and I did not truly 'experienced' the movie because a couple of reasons. First, halfway/two-thirds of the movie, my bladder was failing me, urging to go to the toilet so my concentration deteriorated a little bit (okay a lot) and I felt like kicking myself for not doing my business earlier. Second, immature audiences right behind my back. God, they annoyed the hell out of me. I was annoyed, yet I pitied them somehow for being so 'jakun mcm tak pernah tgk wayang, nak comment mcm2'. I mean, guys, you aren't the only ones in the freaking cinema lah.
So I have reasons to watch it again hee.
Okay actually what I wanted to tell/show you was,
Aaaaaaa I was so cair melting melting away seeing Jacob/ Taylor Lautner onscreen. He was so buff, so buff, my eyes were bulging out of its sockets. But I managed to keep it on the down low unlike my sister who kept stifling her giggles (failed miserably of course, but who can blame her?) and I had to keep shushing her when I was really feeling the same way hahahaha.
But I felt for him in the end when Bella said it had always been Edward (choice between Jacob and Edward). Oh my god woman I felt like choking you (or the scriptwriter. I can't believe I'm talking like this when really, I should know better, having read the four books and will know what will happen in the end and most of the time, movies adapted from books do not always live up to the books' standards anyway. Really, why am I like this I have no idea why.)
Seeing Bella having two guys after her. Being all cuddly with Jacob when she's cold and him offering her his warmth, oh man, that just did it for me. Maybe that's what made me, whoever I've become after watching New Moon, write this post because I cannot bear seeing Jacob, the buff, brooding werewolf got shunned by the girl because of a pale vampire who kept a pained look most of the time. I've become like one of the many girls out there. Nooooooo. I should be a cool, calm, and collected 21 year old when seeing younger boys/ heartthrobs onscreen. What is wrong with me?
Waaaa why am I talking like this? I'm influenced by the movie! I shouldn't beeeeeee.
I miss the feelings I had when I first read Twilight. When I literally dreamt of Edward (whoever I imagined at the time). When reading the book kept me smiling all day and weeks. When I couldn't even put it down because every page pulled me till the very end. When it wasn't known that much. When I thought it was just another good book I randomly picked because it was cheaper than "Does My Head Look Big In This?". When I didn't have the image of Robert Pattinson as Edward in my head ( I had a totally different outlook). When it was not so much hyped as it is now. When I actually lent it to several friends because I wanted to share what I felt with them.
Now, all of that have changed. Sigh. I really have to get back to reality.
Oh by the way, now I understand why it's 18SG. Kesian Sheen (my 12 year old sister) who had to cover her eyes during the kissing scenes.
"Come on baby it's all right Sunday, Monday, day or night Written blue on white it's plain to see Be mine! Be mine! That rainy, shiny, night or day What's the difference anyway Honey till your heart belongs to me?"
"So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?"
Secara serta merta terumbang ambing Tiba-tiba kacau bilau Nyawaku melayang di bawah gerhana cahaya lampu neon Fikiran mengamuk hati berkecamuk Terpekik terlolong
Langkah kau amat licik hinggaku terpedaya Batinku dipukau oleh sihir di bibirmu
Guna sebelum ia kembali guna Sebelum tarikh luputnya Egoku terhina tercicir di pinggir Laluku tergelincir Salahkah ku merasa serba salah? Ya? Salahkah ku bermasalah?
Otak kau memang cerdik Sungguh terperinci Batinku dipukau oleh sihir di bibirmu
Untuk seketika kuhilang kawalan diri Untuk seketika kuhilang Kuhilang
with Ashley's shoes! Where can I get a similar pair in a much lower price? That's gotta be thousands of dollars. sigh.
with Karla's outfit! (Karla's Closet) I love the blazer, the shoes, the sunglasses too, and especially the lace see-through dress! Me myself is puzzled with my current obsession with lace. But most of all, I want her hair.
Also, other than lace, I want to get meself a pair of boots. Yes, boots. Malaysian weather does not always permit me to wear them but since I'm going to Korea in December and it's winter now, a pair of boots is almost an essential. And I have never owned one. So I'm excited.
In the time being, I am going through a fashion frenzy. Seeing new things online makes me go crazy and the urge to resist buying them is so much harder than resisting food and water during Ramadhan. Yes, it is that crazy. Istighfar Nashrah oi...
But I've got to admit, I lala love this feeling... hehehe
"For the life of me I cannot remember What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins We were merely freshmen"
can really shut people up don't you think? I've been in a similar situation, and yes, it did keep my flapper tightly closed for a few seconds. Very effective in situations when you can't stand the person and you would like them to pipe down. Though I would not recommend it if you do not mean it. But I would highly recommend it if you do mean it. hee :)
"After his departure, the girl went back to her room, feeling dumbfounded. She looked around, gazing at everything and at once. Nothing. They were the same, not changed nor special. She laid her bag by her bed, removed all her clothes except her undergarments and turned on some French music. A melancholic one. This feels good, she thought, after bathing herself under hot, sweltering sun. Slowly, she crawled onto her bed, positioned herself into a fetal position, took her plushed toy duck she had since she was an infant, and held on to it tight. The girl closed her eyes and waited. Waited for the pain to subside, the pain of longing and missing. She waited and waited and soon, like a baby tired of cooing, dozed off. Her mind went into a dream. In it, she was on a carousel, and it kept going and going, not signalling to ever stop. Is this how it feels like?"
James, with a cat. And with Shiri Appleby aka Liz in Roswell! Such a rare picture.
James, going to class.
James, during his Freaks and Geeks days.
James, his uncanny looks to Jeff Buckley; it's almost unbelievable.
All of these pictures, that make my day, weeks, are courtesy of this person and whoever you are, I love you for doing what you do. Keep up the good work!
They are both talented in their own way, I love their music, how they can sound so obscure and sensual and cute at the same time. But oddly enough, I find myself attracted to their hair. Yes, their mane. They look so pretty and soft and they just lie there, on their shoulders, bangs side swept over one eye. Cool.
Yes, this post is on people's hair. I'm sorry, I'm getting weirder by the day.
"Today is someone's special birthday. May Allah take care of you." (Azizah Mohd, 2009)
You would have turned 79 today. Not so much haze blurring my mind this morning. I still remember what happened on this date last year; we gave you a card, it's still in your room, all the tudungs Mama bought for you that you have not gotten the chance to wear them all, and also the days that came after that. The pain, the waiting, the longing, until it all came to a halt. I have missed you for the last 349 days and I don't think it will ever stop. Happy birthday my darling, I hope you're in the happiest state you have ever been. Love you forever,Nek.
Vampires on tv. I am now addicted to The Vampire Diaries, since HBO keep censoring and cutting off scenes in True Blood and Moonlight is defunct and won't seem to be renewing its series for a second season anytime soon.
Stefan Salvatore looks so much like Robert Pattinson, with the hair and brooding stare but the books came out way before Twilight, so maybe Stefan was inspired by Edward's look but nevertheless, Stefan is holding his own.
Stefan and Damon Salvatore (Ian Somerhalder!!!!) (they come close to the Winchester brothers but oh no no, never will replace my Dean and Sam)
See what I mean about holding his own? Okay, maybe this picture does not do justice. You gotta watch to know what I'm talking about.
I'll be waiting for more of them next week! cannot wait hee.
