I'm going to be dead broke at the beginning of May (!) considering the loads of things I need to buy for my loved ones.
Mother's Day present for my Ma (I have no idea of what I'm going to get her. Every year I would buy products from Body Shop; the lotions, perfumes, etc, so to pamper her because who wouldn't love those stuff? I know I do..But the sad thing is, whenever I check the cabinet in her toilet, my gifts are still beautifully wrapped..). Maybe a bag or a pair of Crocs will do.
Crocs for my aunt (belated birthday present as well as Mother's Day. Her feet are very sensitive and I think the only kind that suits her is the comfy Crocs.)
Anything for my baby sis (just to surprise her. I reckon food would be best.)
Pa's birthday present. (Maybe I will pay for a lunch/ dinner date:)
These are the things that I can think of right now. I feel there's more. But five items are already a lot man..And to be honest, it's so difficult for me to even list them down here, because as of now, there are a gajillion things that I want to buy!
So far, I have spotted a pair of black wedges, floral crop top, floral romper, pink boho top, printed maxi skirt.. There will be more coming soon, don't worry..
Also, the question that arises here is, where in the world would I get the MONEY?.. Genius Nashrah..You think you can buy those things with imaginary money coming from your magic wallet which just so happens to magically contain money every time you open it ah?
This only means I have to save and refrain myself from those mentioned online stuff I'm keen on buying. But maybe you can lend a helping hand..
Do visit WhenJackieMetJazzy and see whether there are items you're interested in. Don't worry, can nego.. :)
p.s: What is the point of writing "selfless" there if you still think about yourself? God, help me. I can be so daft sometimes.
They say a picture's worth a thousand words. Well, I got several here to show ya :)
Some activities in the past weeks. (Well, now that we've entered November, in the past month)
Maher Zain
The showcase was on October 14th but yes, little old me procrastinates updates as always. Truth be told, I expected myself to cry or remain "well-mannered" all throughout but no, Maher Zain asked as to clap and sing along. And I was like, "Okay Maher :D" And yes, he was amazinggggg.
My favourite out of the bunch,
Surprisingly, I was swooning whenever he went to the audience on the left stage (where I was sitting). I had no idea he was that good-looking! Swooning continued up until he sang "For The Rest of My Life". Future husband, do take note. If you want to serenade me, this one's a good choice.
Aina Banana's birthday lunch
My dear friend, Aina turned 22 on Oct 20th but because of our (me, Aina, Mary) clashing schedules, we only got together a week after. But despite delaying a few hundred times, it was nice, as always :)
You'd think a couple of girls getting together celebrating would take pictures like crazy (or known as "camwhoring) but no, oh no. Out of the blue, these girls I've known for 4 years suddenly got "shy-shy cat" and don't want to take pictures wann. I think aliens came down to earth and disguised as my friends for a day.
Bought Aina this charming charm bracelet (heh heh). It was pretty and gold, with pearls, swallow, a small locket being among the charms hanging from it. If I was mean, I would've kept it to myself he he. And I am telling the truth when I said it's pretty because birthday girl put it on the spot :)
Love you girls! xx
UK Education Fair
Went to the UK Education Fair in KLCC on both days last weekend with my sisters (on Saturday) and Aina on Sunday. Rush of excitement definitely went through me upon entering the hall, when talking with the uni representatives (almost all hailed from Britain, some were local), and when exiting. I found myself interested in several unis, though their fees dampened my spirit a little.
It's no surprise studying abroad costs a fortune, but there are always doors for you to knock. Entering them is another matter however. But as said, there are doors.
p.s: I didn't actually take pictures of the fair itself. Was busy scouring and talking, sorry hehe
I wish I'd gone to see Chip perform in his play, which I heard won 3 categories by the way, congrats! But time's always envious. I hope it won't be with me on Thursday though, because I want to be among the 1000 people who reach Uniqlo by 11 a.m and get that free bag! Are you guys going? Amer's been a big fan of the brand and he got me into it as well. Can't wait for the store to open its doors to us!
You are 13 years and two days old today :) I am very much proud of you, from blossoming into a (sometimes) graceful young lady to becoming a tahfiz student, every day running your fingers through pages of the Quran and uttering and memorizing sacred verses, something that is considered stupendously difficult and requires strong determination, a trait which I truly believe you possess. We all love you and miss you back here in Section 11 (and one more in Gombak). Take care tau!
Harap-harap Sheen dapat baca blog entry ni at the library on Friday.
Okay, so I've turned out so lame these days that I can't even come up with catchy titles. Oh well, at least it sums up my post he he. Which is on gifts. Birthday gifts.
Mary said the book reminds her of our (me, her, Aina and Amer) Napoleon Dynamite days. Were you in my Creative Writing class? If you were, then you'd probably remember our video "tribute" to the mentioned character hahahahahahaha. I've never self-proclaimed myself as a geek before, but I really think there's a little geekiness in every one; even the coolest person alive.
Well, this book is on dating a geek, and while I'd never thought of Amer as one, the book (and Mary) made me realize that yup, we two people are geeky. After skimming the book, I've concluded that me and Amer are somewhere in between the comic book and graphic novel, film and tv and science fiction and fantasy kind. Cool stuff huh? Thank you Mary :)
Aina, the ever so chic friend of mine, gave me a pretty gold cardigan! I love it. I'm going to wear it next time I see you. So cepat set up a buka date hehehehehe.
(oh sorry about the awkward pose. Is it even a pose? It was hard to hold up the cardigan and press "capture" at the same time.)
The cute balloon is from my practicum friends. I really, really appreciated it as they could find the time to actually buy something for me because they were busy with students and settling observations and such. Going to miss them a lot!
Okay this isn't a birthday present; just one of the lovely things sent from a football fanatic boyfriend. Thank you :)
(It states "Nashrah" and the number "21" at the back. It's the Korean team jersey, which I pretended to be familiar with.)
I'm spoiled rotten on one day of every year and I'm grateful for the people who are responsible for it. Thank you ! xx
I was being polite.
It was your birthday.
And on birthdays, people, regardless of any matter whatsoever, deserve even an inkling of happiness.
Because it's the day when you were born. How can that be any less important?
So, happy birthday.
And smile and dream big. Because knowing you, those dreams are just like bits of clouds you could reach whenever you're flying your Cessna up in the sky. It's that close and achievable.
My dearest, I didn't get to write your birthday post in November! But no sweat, 1st December will officially be your first 'real'' day as a 21-year old. Happy birthday my dear Ain :)
For the life of me, I can't really put my finger on exactly when we first talked, where we first met, and how we became friends. Maybe it was in Standard 4 or 5, in SKS9 Shah Alam, where I was new there, this timid girl all the way from PJ and the others had all made friends. We were in different crowds, but we definitely got to know each other eventually.
Fast forward to high school. We were still in different crowds, but our friendship blossomed. You were the girl with the cute smile, infectious giggle, and happy demeanor. You still are, hun, and I'm glad you hardly changed :)
We had every tuition class together and what tore you up or brought you down, concerned me too. All the ups and downs, of school, difficult subjects, friendships and yes, boys. And then we graduated, and up till now, I still call you my friend :)
21 is a big number; symbolizing maturity, wisdom and independence, and I believe you possess them all. Life will bring you down sometimes, but I know you can handle it breezily like you always do and you know you have me to count on :)
Friends for life. Happy 21st birthday Nurul Ain Jaflis!
"Today is someone's special birthday. May Allah take care of you." (Azizah Mohd, 2009)
You would have turned 79 today. Not so much haze blurring my mind this morning. I still remember what happened on this date last year; we gave you a card, it's still in your room, all the tudungs Mama bought for you that you have not gotten the chance to wear them all, and also the days that came after that. The pain, the waiting, the longing, until it all came to a halt. I have missed you for the last 349 days and I don't think it will ever stop. Happy birthday my darling, I hope you're in the happiest state you have ever been. Love you forever,Nek.
happy 21st birthday darling! (I'm sorry, I don't know what's with me and 'darling', but it makes me feel British-y so just shrug it off okay heee)
This semester's been a stressful one, and thank God I have you and Mary by my side every step of the way. Don't know what I would do without you and your comforting words. Might be lying in bed crying my eyes out or turn into Grumpy for the whole week because of lack of sleep and too many workloads. (last week)
We've celebrated your birthday for four years in a row now, since pre when you were 18, and I'm looking forward for the many years to come. Even after graduation (InsyaAllah), we will still be celebrating your birthday okay? Let's make a pact on that :)
I wish you all the joy and happiness in the world and may you be blessed by the AlMighty. Will always pray for your well-being and success too! Love you Banana and will always do!
Ever since I heard this song, I thought "Man, I can't wait for my 21st birthday so I can really sing and feel the song." That was about what, 5 years ago? Well, I got my wish now.
Some days go by, I wish I was famous or maybe religious, so I could go to heaven just like you I can have a big house, complain about taxes payoff my ex'es, ain't that living no one makes fun of me, cause I can't stand up for myself
woah, 21 and invincible woah, can't wait to screw this up and woah, 21 and invincible I'm in power for the hour guess today's gonna blow us away
I've got a girlfriend she tells me she needs me and she loves me we'll probably get married oh no, and everyone will bite their tongues so hard they'll bleed
When mom hears this song She'll tell me I'm crazy and she'll say to me "Son you're much too young, go have some fun, don't waste your youth like I did"
and woah, 21 and invincible woah, can't wait to screw this up and woah, 21 and invincible I'm in power for the hour I guess today's gonna blow us away
and it's been autumn since the day that I met you if I had bottomed, I'd crawl out alone and I don't wish you know the secrets of summer at all
and woah, 21 and invincible woah, can't wait to screw this up and woah, 21 and invincible I'm in power for the hour I guess today's gonna blow us away
-Something Corporate, "21 and Invincible"
Well, the character in the song is obviously a male, but you know what I mean and where I'm getting right? Okay that's enough for me. And of course, I don't feel invincible or want to screw anything up on my birthday. I just felt like putting the song here. I am grateful I'm still here, alive and mostly kicking, still receiving God's gift of breathing and continuing my purpose in this world. Do I feel 21? As a matter of fact, I kinda do. I have more responsibilities now, like to my country. Am eligible to vote and also enter clubs, which of course I don't intend to do. Not only that, I have my family and studies. A 21-year old pursuing a degree means you're a few semesters away to graduate. Though it has hit me that I only got 3 semesters to go, it didn't quite hit me in the gut until today when a junior greeted me and said "Hi Kak Nashrah." Kakak? Kakak? Oh man, you're my junior, just a junior, you can't be that young. Eh wait, you're my junior, that means I'm a senior now. And that bummed me out big time.
Even though it can be a drag to go to class and finish up all the assignments, I am not ready to leave my studies just yet. I am not ready to graduate. But reality check; whether I like it or not, I am growing up, older by the minute, so I have to take this all in with or without force, whichever way I like.
And this year's birthday is definitely different from the last. I think I saw things differently then, than the way I see things now. Frankly, it's clearer but not escaping a few glitches here and there. Nenek is not around to wish me happy birthday anymore. And Ramadhan is a day away and to tell you the truth, I've been waiting for this holy month. I remember last year I worry I wouldn't reach it but Alhamdulillah I'm still here. But this year's will be different. No more fasting together with her, no more celebrating raya with her, no more raya prayers with her, no more asking for forgiveness from her. I can feel this Ramadhan will be a meaningful but emotional one. I really wish I could hop off the emotional train for awhile, but this is what I meant by responsibilities. Maturity plays a part and although I wish I could go back in time and be a kid again, I can't. I've had moments where I really thought I could embrace this, this newfound maturity and I know I can. I just don't want to.
Okay, it's 1.57 a.m and I think I have babbled nonsensical sentences here. Perhaps the best thing to do is to sleep. Which I will do in 3, 2, 1... good night! ;)
Me and my 18-year old sister, Najwa surprised my 24-year old sister, Naziha by celebrating her birthday in advanced on Sunday since she isn't free on weekdays because of work and Ramadhan being just around the corner. It was somewhat acting on impulse because I planned it only for a day. But it turned out great, a bit of running here and there, excessively sweaty palms, Najwa having to calm me down a couple of times because of ke-frappy-an melampau but we sighed of relief afterwards thanks to a whole lot of people who made it happen. Thank you!
Surprise!
Ok pose camne pulak ni? (notice that we all wore purple except for the birthday girl? It's her favourite colour. She wasn't even curious when she noticed we were dressed in purple. Blur la Kak No ni..)
This was my idea. Lame I know.
Today she turns 24. Happy Birthday Kak Ano. you know we love you always :)
Capt Mohamad b. Hussin, my Atuk, during his khatam today
credits to Abg T
Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke-81 my Grandfather dear :) Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and blessed by the Almighty.
Atuk, I know it's a bittersweet day; celebrating your birthday without having Nenek around this time but we all know she's with us, in our hearts and prayers. You are strong, but it's okay to cry and be sad because you'll always have us. Plus you know what, I've been feeling like I can take over the world lately so I don't mind sharing the strength I have with you. You can rely on me like yellow does on blue. I love you.:)
I purposely left the age out cause I know how much it annoys you to think you're older than us. But for the past three years, I bet we all never treat you any different from our own age. Why? Because we feel you are just as young as we are. All together now, awww... :))
You've been a great friend throughout and anyone who can listen to my problems and comfort me, and still messages me afterward asking me to call or text if I need anything is just wonderful. And the fact that you have a face of a model but is still down-to-earth and goes all crazy without a care in the world how you look like is something that I respect. :)
I'm happy that you're happy on your special day. Getting birthday wishes until 3 in the morning means there are loads of people who love you. And I'm glad I'm one of them.
She was just like me back in high school. The one who would just lay low but gossip with friends at the back of the class. She was smart; scored every paper but never would boast about it. She is the kindest person I know. I'm really happy to have her as a friend, and proud too cause she came out of her shell, literally. She did all these in this year alone.
got excellent results for her Quantity Surveying course (it ain't easy)
rocked a short hair 'do. she never had it short. she had to cut it due to a health problem. (it takes a lot of guts to cut your forever long hair tau. for example, the girls on ANTM who cry when they have to cut their hair during makeover time). She looks just like Sharifah Amani.
is in a relationship for the first time. all this while, she had always been the 'buddy'. now she has one of her own and I'm so happy for her. and she scored a cute, really nice, older guy plak tu! and did I tell you he's in a band? gahh.
sings in a band. not just any band. a rock band. when she told me this, i screamed.
Fro, I'm really really proud of you and I wish you all the happiness in the world. Happy 20th birthday :)
p.s: her birthday was yesterday. was so tired celebrating it; didn't have a chance to post this earlier hehe.
here she is, already choosing what to cook from the many recipes me and mary had given her :))
aina banana, you're one year older. can't believe we've celebrated birthdays together three years in a row now! can't wait for more birthdays to come :)
here's my message to you,
If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me :)
don't ever change cause you know i love u just the way you are!
happy birthday little sistah. may you grow wiser and brightah. :)
My my you're eleven already, How time can easily pass us by, I still remember when you were a baby, You'd laugh and scream with all your might!
Two years from now you'll enter high school, so have fun while you still can, cause being young and 11 won't happen twice, or you'll grow older faster than gran!
i love you like a Kak Sya who loves her frappie. :)
new age doesn't mean the genre of music or anything, but in 1 hour and 30 minutes or so, i'm gonna turn 20. i had a blog on blogger.com during pre for College Reading class but i can't seem to remember my username and password. and writing blogs on friendster didn't seem to fulfill what i wanted. so i decided to create a new account here. but that's not my only reason.
from now on, i can write my blog anywhere i want. (dengan muka yg happy and bangga) you wanna know why? cause i've got my own lappy now!! :D
i'm so excited to write while sitting cross-legged on my bed with ducky beside me, or sitting outside on the swings. or in the car (parked in the house, of course). haaa you must be wondering, "eh mmg la type kat mana2 bley, tp mesti lah kene ada internet connection.." well, you've guessed it, i have wireless connection in my house now! waaa all this while i've been computer/technology illiterate but now i guess i'm not B-)
no more fighting over the computer (dad, three sisters, aunty and all), no more distractions, no more overhead peeking from Mama on whose profile i'm viewing, no more electricity-wasting, no more taking too long in front of the pc to write a blog. i am freeeee. thank you Atuk. i love you.
well, i haven't mastered this newfound area i've encountered. i have Umar to thank. you want to know why? during my trip to the Digital Mall in Pj with my sister, who's also the bday girl and my atuk, Umar was my saviour and part-time pc guide. we were on the phone most of the time and i mostly did the listening and uh-huh uh huh all the way.
"ok the best options you have are dell, vaio and benq. jgn beli acer. cari tmpt vaio! vaio is the best!"
"owh ok ok. tp escalator dia rosak. my atuk tak bley naik tangga. kaki dia sakit."
"hah yeke? hmm takkan tak ade lift?"
at a Dell booth, my Atuk asked us to ask him where the Sony outlet was. me and my sister felt rude to ask the Chinese guy who was promoting Dell on where the Sony outlet is. but we asked anyway and he actually brought us to the existing lift and straight to the Sony store. how nice.
"ok, sya cari model vaio VGN-CR353. tu spec dia paling ok. umar baru check kat internet."
so i did. and it was soo.. pretty. it was available in pink, red, blue, gold and white. my sister being the girly girl that she is, picked pink. i picked white at first but my pc-guide aka Umar said "eh putih lawa tp nnt cpt kotor la. i suggest you take red."
ok, red is not my favourite colour but it was the only colour that was considered nice. so red was the answer. right now it doesn't matter whether it's red or blue or gold, having my own laptop is already enough.
but Umar didn't think so.
"haa sya, (in that excited voice of his or more specifically, his Seth Cohenesque way of talking about video games and such), sya dah ada laptop ni kan, ape kata sya beli modem wireless sekali? sng syaa. nnt sya bley surf internet senang."
i am a person who doesn't like to burden people. and i easily accept things, no matter how lousy they are, because i know there are more people out there who are less unfortunate than i am. so when you have already spend not-so-little amount of money on something, you would not want to spend more. but after much persuasion and thought about how it can benefit everyone, i bowed down.
so here i am,on my comfy bed, legs straight out in front me, typing away. best birthday present ever. i know i have done nothing to deserve such comfort and easiness, but i will. i'll work hard and make the most of what i have. Assignments, watch out for me! you'll be done in no time, heh heh heh (evil laugh)
