running with scissors

I am in a strange place right now in my life. I'm not sure where to start or how to put them in words. The matters on my mind are all jumbled up, I need some clarity. The revival of this blog is supposed to help me with that, but I am too consumed in my own negative thoughts that I feel like it's going to end up looking exactly how it was seven years ago.

Maybe I need my blogger friends again. I need my old, small writing circle back.