running with scissors

I'm in a sappy mood tonight. Actually, truth be told I have been sappy these past few weeks, wallowing on my bed, trying to make sense of everything and trying to regain and maintain strength but falling back again; a sad, vicious cycle if you ask me. I think it will continue on until God knows when. I think I'm allowed to because,

he'll be going away soon.. :'(

I still remember when it first started. For some reason, I was dubbed as Bella by him. Maybe ni cara tackle kot haha. And I called him "vampire". It was the first comment I gave him in Facebook. Then we started to give each other quotes from the saga. Then the rest was history. I miss giving each other quotes. We just give songs now. But I like whichever, as long as it is something from you. :)

This one's for you. Thank you.