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Part 6.

As grueling as it was, how it brought me close to ripping my hair off, shedding tears over workloads
(made me feel so weak), how it set permanent eye bags and created lovely panda eyes, increased my food intake (seriously geram at Part 6 for this one), zits formed everywhere (seriously seriously !), deprived my time with the family, despite all this, I kinda miss it now.

Okay no. I REALLY REALLY MISS IT. (the workloads, the presentations, the lecturers, jokes including bad ones made by lecturers, FRIENDS, the library, 24 hours room, and the list goes on..)

ish, bukan nak grad lagi Nashrah oi. -_-

Anyway, it's been quite a journey, and some of us wouldn't want to go back and relive the moments, but guys, we survived. In the 3 months we had, all I could think of was Oh God, will I survive this ordeal? Will I able to finish everything on time? Will I be able to maintain my performance? All these things revolved in my head and I worry all the time.

I still remember our senior, Kak Jasmin said that Part 5 was still okay, manageable but Part 6 you will be "slaughtered"! What a verb to use right? At the time, it made me realize how I had to get my mindset and myself ready to face Part 6. GEDEBAK GEDEBUK TERGOLEK SANA SINI JATUH NAIK BALIK JLN SENGET THEN STRAIGHT, and now, it has ended. "Wow", would be an understatement. 

But everything has got to move on, including myself, and even after just one day of the semester break, I've already started thinking about Practicum! Man, life is stressful indeed. 

Honestly, I can't wait to know which school I will get so that I can picture myself, or in another familiar term "berangan", how it would be like to teach the students of the particular school. I can do some research and practice doing microteaching at home. (oh dear, this statement is so ambitious, I'm laughing at myself) But the waiting makes me anxious and I can't sit still at all. But you know what, I'm just gonna keep calm and,

moonwalk?

bake cookies?

fake a british accent?

stay classy?
love a nerd?
dance?
have a cupcake?
rock on?
carry on?

All of the above ;)

In the meantime, enjoy the break guys!