when you try your best but you don't succeed
Do you have an idea of what utter failure is like? Well, I have an example for you. Picture this; you thought you have improved yourself for the better, stress on the word 'thought' here, for years, and you've promised yourself you will never ever go back to where you were before, so you comfortably, in oblivion, maintained your position. You felt like what you wanted to achieve was realistic, something doable. Ahh but here's the thing, you never did change at all.
You are still the same, lame, bitter, naive person you were before. To add the cherry on top is the disappointment of others in you.
Failing to fulfill another person's expectations is one thing, but to fail yours? That is the heartbreaking part. When you thought you have done your best, given your all, but to find out all the hard work did not pay off. Now I hardly know where I stand, the good side or the bad, and I hardly know who I am anymore. What a great day it is everyone.
Cheers.
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