New Moon headache


I'm sorry but I just have to get this out of my system. Me and my sisters watched New Moon today, and to tell you the truth, I don't really know how to rate it and I did not truly 'experienced' the movie because a couple of reasons. First, halfway/two-thirds of the movie, my bladder was failing me, urging to go to the toilet so my concentration deteriorated a little bit (okay a lot) and I felt like kicking myself for not doing my business earlier. Second, immature audiences right behind my back. God, they annoyed the hell out of me. I was annoyed, yet I pitied them somehow for being so 'jakun mcm tak pernah tgk wayang, nak comment mcm2'. I mean, guys, you aren't the only ones in the freaking cinema lah.

So I have reasons to watch it again hee.


Okay actually what I wanted to tell/show you was,






Aaaaaaa I was so cair melting melting away seeing Jacob/ Taylor Lautner onscreen. He was so buff, so buff, my eyes were bulging out of its sockets. But I managed to keep it on the down low unlike my sister who kept stifling her giggles (failed miserably of course, but who can blame her?) and I had to keep shushing her when I was really feeling the same way hahahaha.

But I felt for him in the end when Bella said it had always been Edward (choice between Jacob and Edward). Oh my god woman I felt like choking you (or the scriptwriter. I can't believe I'm talking like this when really, I should know better, having read the four books and will know what will happen in the end and most of the time, movies adapted from books do not always live up to the books' standards anyway. Really, why am I like this I have no idea why.)

Seeing Bella having two guys after her. Being all cuddly with Jacob when she's cold and him offering her his warmth, oh man, that just did it for me. Maybe that's what made me, whoever I've become after watching New Moon, write this post because I cannot bear seeing Jacob, the buff, brooding werewolf got shunned by the girl because of a pale vampire who kept a pained look most of the time. I've become like one of the many girls out there. Nooooooo. I should be a cool, calm, and collected 21 year old when seeing younger boys/ heartthrobs onscreen. What is wrong with me?

Waaaa why am I talking like this? I'm influenced by the movie! I shouldn't beeeeeee.

I miss the feelings I had when I first read Twilight. When I literally dreamt of Edward (whoever I imagined at the time). When reading the book kept me smiling all day and weeks. When I couldn't even put it down because every page pulled me till the very end. When it wasn't known that much. When I thought it was just another good book I randomly picked because it was cheaper than "Does My Head Look Big In This?". When I didn't have the image of Robert Pattinson as Edward in my head ( I had a totally different outlook). When it was not so much hyped as it is now. When I actually lent it to several friends because I wanted to share what I felt with them.

Now, all of that have changed. Sigh. I really have to get back to reality.


Oh by the way, now I understand why it's 18SG. Kesian Sheen (my 12 year old sister) who had to cover her eyes during the kissing scenes.




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Aziz said...

damn it!
nak tgk jugak!
i haven't finished reading the book so i cannot watch the movie! *weeping*

Syud Ridzuan said...

kan? kan? why la she has to pick the pale face over a hunk!!!

teeheeehee :D wished TL is slightly older. ni rase mcm meminati kanak2 somehow. blegh! :-/

hajar :: aisyah said...

bes tgk budak2 innocent mcm sheen. good for her. i dont think i covered my eyes when i was 12. haha

Anonymous said...

Perhaps she's seeing somebody more than a look. Jacob has worked out so hard at gym, and he's good at martial arts. While Edward did nothing to improve himself when he could hire a good trainer.

Ps. Some people prefer to be in comfort soon, well.