everywhere you go; perfection.
I'm bursting, overflowing, overloading with happiness, though I am taking everything in slowly these days. I'm scared of hoping too much. But like what my Teddy baby said, every cloud has a silver lining. Well, I'm seeing it alright. mucho clearly. Even though my head has been in a rut lately and my feelings are jumping from one emotion to another, I'm just glad I'm here and I am free of all the things that used to bother me and made me wet my pillow every night, even if it means I have to do it all alone. Being single does not mean you're a loser or no one loves you. It is a way of saying "I can survive on my own." A guy does not have to complete you. You are already complete.
But don't get me wrong all you unavailable ladies. If you're in love and you're happy and the guy treats you like a princess, the way you should be treated and it's healthy, you're on the right track. Never ever ever be in a relationship just because. Just because you feel like it without feeling anything; any love, any care towards him. Just because everyone is in a relationship and you're not. Just because you feel left out. Just because you feel lonely. There are seriously many ways to occupy yourself without being with a guy. When you and him decide it's time to start something new together, you have to really 'be' in it, and feel it and love everything about it, him, what you two have, not according to your own idea of perfect love. You'll disappoint yourself when you find out him and you have flaws. And yes, follow through with every word you say. (G. DeGraw, 2003)
I don't know why I'm babbling about something I didn't plan on writing in the first place. Must be the weird feelings I'm experiencing. The point is,
I'm happy. And the reason behind is a secret. heee :)
p.s: I miss my tesl friends. bila nak makan/watch movies/go to the beach (harapan)/hangout together?
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as i was reading this, tyler's song was on playing on my wmp.. hehe :p
haruslah selalu gembira kan. :))
Oh you're going to NY arent you? Thats because you're so happy. Aaaaa so lucky la you.(haha memandai je buat assumptions)
Anyway, what u said up there about relationship is so true. I cant seem to get it when ppl fall inlove for the fun of it or to fill the boredom. And like do things because of lust and all that. Love shouldnt be that cheap.
Enjoy being single Nashrah! Because im pretty sure a nice girl like u wouldnt have it for long ;)
ehh that just didnt sound quite right now that i read it again.
i mean, u wont have it for long because guys would easily fall for u because ur a very nice person and that u'll get that happiness of being really in love soon and fall for him because he's perfect in ur eyes and not be single anymore.
hehe now thats better.
aimi, really? hehehe i love his songs! :)
irma-ain, yes seharusnya! :)
azie, hehe no im not going to ny. i like to dream im going hehe. oh yes definitely. i cant bear seeing all the relationships that are not based on real love. love is too precious.
hahahaha azie ur so cute. i dah malu dah u ckp camtu haha. thanks azie, insyaAllah :)
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