let me make you happy
She sat alone, watching others around her. Her eyes bored into them, inside secretly hoping they would look at her, for her. But they didn't. They chatted amongst themselves, happily, ecstatically. She felt neglected, not special, forgotten. She wished she was together in that little circle, to smile, to share the inside jokes, to fit in. But it seems too far fetched to be true. Particularly that one person she wishes she can smile to and laugh with. A tiny feeling of envy crept inside her.
Is there something wrong with me? Am I not interesting enough?
Suddenly it hit her like a ton of bricks. It wasn't because she wanted to fit in. It wasn't because she felt lonely. She just wanted to be the one who can make that person laugh. She wanted to be that person's sunshine. To be the one. Who can make him happy even just for a second. A second equals a whole lifetime to match the affections she had for him. Anything will do; just for a sweet, sweet smile. And that would be enough.
Is there something wrong with me? Am I not interesting enough?
Suddenly it hit her like a ton of bricks. It wasn't because she wanted to fit in. It wasn't because she felt lonely. She just wanted to be the one who can make that person laugh. She wanted to be that person's sunshine. To be the one. Who can make him happy even just for a second. A second equals a whole lifetime to match the affections she had for him. Anything will do; just for a sweet, sweet smile. And that would be enough.
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"She wanted to be that person's sunshine. To be the one. Who can make him happy even just for a second. A second equals a whole lifetime to match the affections she had for him."
sad. because I know how that feels.
seem to be questioning myself on that lately~
sometimes. teddy got that feeling. :)
i felt that today.
and it was not a nice feeling
or situation.
the words are beautifully put.i like.
tq nash
somehow i think this isnt about your si dia.
but someone more special.
(just a guess)
have to agree with hajar.
beautifully written.
as always.
:)
:)
(tataw nak komen ape)
hahaha!
haaa..
I finally know what to say.
"Girls are mysterious creature."
Hahaha.
Sekian Trima kasih.
:P
kan moja? that's why all along i've been thinking women must be from venus.
Tu laa pasal safwan,
Nasib baik we're from planet earth. Muehehehehehe!
(buat macam blog sendri)
fiqa, this feeling is kinda sad huh? we wish to be the one that particular person wants but we often only dream and get crushed instead. it's alright, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. dont be too hard on urself:)
tedy, we all do syg :)
hajar, yes it does wear us down kan? sumtimes you feel like running away but it doesn't do us any good. have to be patient all the way. or better yet, make a move!
thanks hajar :) but i think my writing still needs repairing!
azie, i seriously believe you can be a psychic as a part-time job! hahahaha. well i pretend it's fiction ;) hahaha
thank u azie :) and thank u for the nice hug! made me all warm and happy inside hehe :D
moja, sumtimes if you don't know what to comment, its ok :))
ala guys are mysterious creatures as well tau! btul x girls? btul x btul x? (yesss) hahahaha
safwan, well if we are from venus, u guys are from mars! not earth, i repeat not earth! :))
moja, no no ur from mars! :))
i dont think this is the first time u ade hak milik blog org lain :))
ok KIDDING TAUUUU JGN MAREEEE HEHE
cricket, cricket.
I don't like Mars! Too hot.
I'm all down to earth.. so Earth i am from.
Ok boys,
Girls are alienssss!!!
(betuuuuuuullll! )
*sorakan tanpa henti*
I hope them aliens come with peace!
yes. moja menang.
hey, it rhymes.
moja menang. titik.
oh ur welcome, nashrah.
and guess what, you still had the mekah scent.
;)
nashrah, lets take moja's "girls are mysterious creatures" as a compliment.
i like being mysterious. dont u?
hehehehehe
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