last goodbye?
I've been patient a thousand times and gave ultimatums like they were "I love yous". I've loved you like I never loved anyone before. I gave you everything you wanted, everything you needed just to see even a tiny smile on your face. Despite all that, we fought just the same. Sometimes love is just not enough to hold us both. I've served my time and I'm tired. My tears would be buckets full if I ever kept them all this while. What we have, it's too dysfunctional, too destructive that it scares me. This might just be our last goodbye. Yeah you can say that I'll be fine, that I'm gonna move on easily, that I'm better off. Well you're wrong. This little heart of mine is cracked all over, waiting only to be mended by me and no one else. I was hoping you would do it for me, but it's just impossible. It's time to be independent this time, to make my own music, to strike my own chords. I'm not sure I'm strong enough but hey, I've endured the pain all this while so I guess I might be able to handle this one too. This really hurts, I'm not lying. It really, really hurts. Don't believe me? Open my chest and take a look inside. Not easy to do? Another option is to listen to what I have to say and have said. Have you paid attention? To any of my pleas, to any of my cries? Ah, goodbyes. Never thought I would go through this again. Welcome to Nashrah's pathetic love life. Whoops, that's all the time we have folks. It has ended.
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im sorry, dear.
:(
walaupun kita ni closer in online than dunia sebenar, I'll be there if you need me, ok?
Scream my name loud loud if you need me.
thanks guys :(
i've been there (maybe still there. k0t). it is painful (very). n0 d0ubt. but u'll get thr0ugh it. :)
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