as weird as it is,
..being surrounded by God-sent family and friends, I'm not happy. And I don't know why.
Try to imagine my words being spoken by Mr Kieran. Why I ask you to do this is because he talks with his heart and not his head.
Have you ever felt low, the lowest of lows, the feeling of unworthiness, the feeling of being scared to be happy that you reject any kind of it from you? Have you ever felt that you are not worth living, that even if you die, people won't care? The feeling of wanting to hurt yourself because you feel you need to be punished for all the wrong things you've done? You don't even love yourself. And you go on everyday pretending that you're ok and forcefully plaster a smile on your face when you don't feel like doing so just to please others and to not make them worry?
Is this too heavy for you?
Are you squirming in your seat cause you never imagined yourself to feel this way?
If not, then can you please give me your words of wisdom to make someone feel ok?
You might just save her.
Thanks.
Try to imagine my words being spoken by Mr Kieran. Why I ask you to do this is because he talks with his heart and not his head.
Have you ever felt low, the lowest of lows, the feeling of unworthiness, the feeling of being scared to be happy that you reject any kind of it from you? Have you ever felt that you are not worth living, that even if you die, people won't care? The feeling of wanting to hurt yourself because you feel you need to be punished for all the wrong things you've done? You don't even love yourself. And you go on everyday pretending that you're ok and forcefully plaster a smile on your face when you don't feel like doing so just to please others and to not make them worry?
Is this too heavy for you?
Are you squirming in your seat cause you never imagined yourself to feel this way?
If not, then can you please give me your words of wisdom to make someone feel ok?
You might just save her.
Thanks.
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geee... wat happened to u actually?... i mean seriously... y? u know something.. i felt that way.. i do.. no..no bukan sebab i want u to say that i understand u or anything but..truly.. i felt that way.. once.. and probably will again.. i dunno.. depends on situation.. hmm.. i got no words of wisdom.. but i know that GOD is always there for me though there is no one around who loves me or care for me.. i know.. GOD is always there...
Have you watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button?
There's a part when Mrs. Maple said this;
"We're meant to lose the people we Love. How else would we know how important they are to us?"
I hate to say this, but you Have to find reasons/purpose for you to be happy. Life is simple, only if we cherish everything around us, and forget not to have a look at the unfortunate ones. They will inspire your heart to feel content, I think.
or
sometimes, you have to break FREE. away from your car, comfy bed, dinner on table, profuse kisses and hugs. Go out. Do things you shouldn't do (xsinful, please) and suffer a little. Burst out from that bubble surrounding you.
Let's wall-climb this week! Hahahaha!
huish.
panjangnye! sory!
:D
kak atul, i dunno :( i think i miss nenek too much. i need her to be here :'( semue bende dah x same cam dulu. i really2 wish she was still here. i know God is always with me. i ask Him to take care of nenek everyday.
moja, oh i x tgk lg. mesti best gile kan. same cam slumdog millionaire. ade je dlm laptop ni tp x tgk2 huhu. i dunno la. i feel like as if everything arnd me is falling apart. i miss my grandmother a lot. i still cant believe shes gone. 2la i cam nk wat things that can distract me, like wall climbing hehehe. jom! i hrp i tak gayat kat atas tu hehe.
oh its ok pjg2. thank u so much :)
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