a pick-me-up
I've been a bit down these past few days, and no, I don't blame my hormones. Maybe it's just one of those times you know? When out of the blue, you feel pretty much empty and moody and snappy. I'm sure all of us experience that from time to time. I never intended to feel this way. I don't even know what triggered it. Maybe He's testing me, maybe that or maybe something else. I don't have anything major that bugs me, just small, miniscule stuff. Really, really tiny that you would laugh in my face if I'll tell you. My mind went haywire for days. I kept trying to be positive, prayed a lot, but the feeling wouldn't go away. Today I felt a lot better. Went really motivational on myself, trying to find quotes online that can make me realize that hey, it's not the end of the world yet. So in my head while heading to class today were "Carpe diem!" and "niat nak belajar betul-betul and pay full attention during class nnt dapat berkat". But halfway through my second class, my eyes were failing me. I used my fingers to open them up, you know like in cartoons, and did it slowly and with subtlety so I won't upset Dr Chan. I think he noticed though so I quickly straightened up myself and open my eyes as wide as I could. To no avail.
During my time of sorrow (ceh), I never told anyone. I usually don't tell my feelings. I act them. I snap, and scowl occasionally so the people around me can know what I'm going through at that time. Thank God it was only during the weekends, Friday included. My family were the only victims, friends excluded. I find it hard to hide my emotions so I'm really glad it's over. I know I'm not the only one who goes through this and I too know that whenever we are upset, we would of course want or need somebody who can cheer us up. Some prefer to be alone, but most of us don't. I love to love and spread it at the same time, and because I love you readers (mcm ramai sgt), here are words of comfort for you when you're feeling blue.
Read it, believe it, embrace it. Now imagine yourself hugged. The pick-me-up is complete. :)
During my time of sorrow (ceh), I never told anyone. I usually don't tell my feelings. I act them. I snap, and scowl occasionally so the people around me can know what I'm going through at that time. Thank God it was only during the weekends, Friday included. My family were the only victims, friends excluded. I find it hard to hide my emotions so I'm really glad it's over. I know I'm not the only one who goes through this and I too know that whenever we are upset, we would of course want or need somebody who can cheer us up. Some prefer to be alone, but most of us don't. I love to love and spread it at the same time, and because I love you readers (mcm ramai sgt), here are words of comfort for you when you're feeling blue.
Read it, believe it, embrace it. Now imagine yourself hugged. The pick-me-up is complete. :)
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Hahaha..
I do feel the same way sometimes.
and yes, I have to pick myself up (no gf to help). geez banana.
Hahahaha!
ahhh.. the infamous dr. chan.. hahaha.. hang in there.. we've been through a LOT with him.. u just have to bare with him.. hehehe :p
moja, hahaha its ok. we can help ourselves cause we have so much to offer kan kan? we are our own best friend. xyah ade gf or bf. kwn2 dah ade :D
aimi, waa its scary the way u describe him. i can c myself softening up to him rather than disliking the subject. insyaallah ill be ok :))
*terharu*
sobs. Hahahaha!
moja, hahahaha :D
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