did you know smell triggers memory?

you know how memories and long forgotten things always catch up with you? this song does. it drives me crazy. whenever it's on the radio, i'll switch the station so fast, your head will spin. i didn't get it then when you asked me to listen to it. i didn't get it even when i cried seeing the title. now i do. after a year. 365 or so days. after the millions times it's played on the radio. i understand every single word. you knew me so well. you knew how i felt and what my thoughts were. yet, i left.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing,
we're just one big family.
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours



there's nothing i can do about it is there? i have to live with my actions for the rest of my life. until now, i find myself holding on to that sentence you always say, "Everything will be ok, Nash, everything will be ok." it never fails to make me feel better. cause i always had faith in you even if you failed me.

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Anonymous said...

im not sure why but i feel you there, nashrah.

hope ur getting better. :)