waiting for Godot
i feel naked (figuratively of course, don't get excited now).
exposed. very transparent. like i have my thoughts written all over my face and i can't hide it. like having to wear your secret on your body. oh this reminds me of an episode of CSI Las Vegas involving a really hairy brother and sister. Grissom said something like 'people get to hide their secrets, but they (referring to the hairy brother and sister) have to wear it.' how sad huh? ok back to what i was saying.
this feeling i'm feeling is not good. i always feel uncomfortable now, getting all sweaty and nervous like people can know how and what i feel and who i'm thinking about. for almost two years, i have kept my mouth shut until i can't take it anymore. by taking an advice, i finally did let it out and i do feel good and relieved but not so much cause the problem isn't resolved. i have to wait.
have you ever felt this way? you want to stop it, and let it go but it is not easy. it is never easy even though you think how much you have been suffering, been hurt but you can't just snip that string attached to you that easily. friends have told me to think about myself first, don't be a pushover, learn how to say no but it is not easy :(
i'm waiting for a sign. i've received a lot of my signs already but that's only according to me and i can get perasan very easily. ya Allah, please let me know. i can't wait anymore.
exposed. very transparent. like i have my thoughts written all over my face and i can't hide it. like having to wear your secret on your body. oh this reminds me of an episode of CSI Las Vegas involving a really hairy brother and sister. Grissom said something like 'people get to hide their secrets, but they (referring to the hairy brother and sister) have to wear it.' how sad huh? ok back to what i was saying.
this feeling i'm feeling is not good. i always feel uncomfortable now, getting all sweaty and nervous like people can know how and what i feel and who i'm thinking about. for almost two years, i have kept my mouth shut until i can't take it anymore. by taking an advice, i finally did let it out and i do feel good and relieved but not so much cause the problem isn't resolved. i have to wait.
have you ever felt this way? you want to stop it, and let it go but it is not easy. it is never easy even though you think how much you have been suffering, been hurt but you can't just snip that string attached to you that easily. friends have told me to think about myself first, don't be a pushover, learn how to say no but it is not easy :(
i'm waiting for a sign. i've received a lot of my signs already but that's only according to me and i can get perasan very easily. ya Allah, please let me know. i can't wait anymore.
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heee.. wat is dat dear.. :P
a HUGE thing teddy :/
I think I know,
But I cannot say I understand because each and every situation differs for individuals..
but still, I know how it feels..
crappy
suffocating
huhu
sabar nashy..
aiyak,
wat happened?
bdw, wat is Godot?
sabar Nash!!
*mdam rosalind sent u hugs n kisses
hehehehehe.
yes i feel very crappy and very much suffocated. dunno when im gonna get some really fresh air instead of polluted ones hehe. thanks fiqa:)
oh waiting for Godot is a play. dier cam ade these 2 characters who wait for someone who never arrives. org tu Godot. hehe tahpape kan.
ape mdm roslind plak ni :)) ade2 je moja ni :P
sometimes we care too much about that someone that we end up hurting ourselves instead.
we do it because we think he's worth the hurt.
but then again, is he?
:)
azie, u totally understand this don't u? yes it's very hard. and i try to think rationally and all, still can't come up with something. i hope Allah will gv me the answer soon. thanks:)
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