too much.
rainy nights usually make me happy cause the cold breeze mixed with the warm, snuggly blanket makes you more snuggly and dreamy and likely to snore all night. but tonight isn't one of those nights. lots of emotions are washing through me. sad ones mostly. but i don't want to sound like a sore loser.
i tend to over-analyze things and i can't handle myself when i do that. i'm too vulnerable, too trusting, and even too naive at times. too dreamy (note my previous post), too romantic though sometimes i come to an extent where i don't want to get married. i hope and wish too much. i relate to people's lives more than i should. i easily get attached to something without thinking that that thing might not have felt the same way. i get scared easily of what will happen. i miss too much. i love too much.
what if we were still talking now? would we be laughing? fighting? making up? i want to hear those three words said like they have never been said before. earnest, sincere, full of love, meaningful. i miss it. i miss what used to be.
will we stay close or drift apart? will we bore each other out till one of us give up? i'm scared. tell me, assure me that you're here and you won't go anywhere. cause i have a feeling you might.
i tend to over-analyze things and i can't handle myself when i do that. i'm too vulnerable, too trusting, and even too naive at times. too dreamy (note my previous post), too romantic though sometimes i come to an extent where i don't want to get married. i hope and wish too much. i relate to people's lives more than i should. i easily get attached to something without thinking that that thing might not have felt the same way. i get scared easily of what will happen. i miss too much. i love too much.
what if we were still talking now? would we be laughing? fighting? making up? i want to hear those three words said like they have never been said before. earnest, sincere, full of love, meaningful. i miss it. i miss what used to be.
will we stay close or drift apart? will we bore each other out till one of us give up? i'm scared. tell me, assure me that you're here and you won't go anywhere. cause i have a feeling you might.
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5 tissues:
Why do I feel like I'm missing some small important parts of your entry,yet I can see the whole big unsure picture?
Nashy, you okay?
Don't be sad..
p/s: I know its not the time but I'm really tired of these word verifications.. hehehehe.. no offense.. =)
hey ho!
cheer up!!!
lets have ice cream!!!
Hahahaha!
i'm ok fiqa. ntahla, just one of those nights u know bile u think of the future cuz the present is not so good. u start to drift and terhasil la post ni hehe. im ok dont worry :)
hahaha btul tu! nk mkn ice cream sampai gemuk.
dont worry nash.i dont think he'll leave u.he loves u too much.i can tell:)
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