liberated
after riding an emotional roller-coaster today and managed to overcome it all, i feel better. much much better. and i see things clearly too though my eyes are kinda blurry and red. no one says being a relationship was easy. especially during this period of adolescence. back in high school, it was so much easier. you would know that after high school, that boyfriend of yours will have a high chance of being just that. a high school sweetheart. there will be more to come when you enter unis. we grow to be more mature day by day now, facing things that we don't want to but certainly have to and relationships too, become more complicated and intense.
intense. that's what i have been feeling lately. i don't know if it's my hormones or being overly-emotional or just being a girl with wandering thoughts, but i felt everything was not in place. everything was not settled and i didn't know how to fix them. it took weeks and many cover-ups with friends and boyfriend on how i was ok. sometimes, you just don't know what's going on with yourself. i didn't know how to step out of it, so i waited.
now i'm better and my thoughts and actions are clearer. i guess time was my answer. i had to be patient. i can't force something, some form of motion by nature to act the way it's not supposed to act or reverse it. im glad it's all over. im happy wheee :)
intense. that's what i have been feeling lately. i don't know if it's my hormones or being overly-emotional or just being a girl with wandering thoughts, but i felt everything was not in place. everything was not settled and i didn't know how to fix them. it took weeks and many cover-ups with friends and boyfriend on how i was ok. sometimes, you just don't know what's going on with yourself. i didn't know how to step out of it, so i waited.
now i'm better and my thoughts and actions are clearer. i guess time was my answer. i had to be patient. i can't force something, some form of motion by nature to act the way it's not supposed to act or reverse it. im glad it's all over. im happy wheee :)
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