running with scissors

camping is not how i would want to spend my weekend. even though it is mid semester break week, i have turned out to be such a lazy bum. from monday till wednesday, i've been fasting. got one more day to 'ganti'. from fasting, i found out that i really really can't function without food. when i don't eat anything even though i had some koko crunch during sahur, it is not enough. i would wake up at 11 a.m or 30 minutes before 12, and i would feel so groggy that i can't think straight. then thinking that i have tomorrow, i would procrastinate and procrastinate and procrastinate.

but, occasionally (in that 3-day period) i'd give myself a reality check. "Nashrah,nnt menyesal. bila tak siap keje, br nk nangis pastu salahkan org lain." so i turned on my laptop and started to think of sentences to write for the purpose and methods of my observational report for Educational Psychology. tapi bukannya senang. i can't write crappy, suka-hati-mak-bpk-dia punye words. i have to write concise, intelligent, true, excellently-constructed sentences. but it is sooo hard. so i give up.

today is friday. and i have exactly 2 hours and 15 minutes till the kesat meeting on the camping thing. and i'm still stuck on how to write the perfect purpose and methods used. whether i like it or not, i have to finish everything by tonight. i feel like crying.