tall drink of water
Beautiful Blake LivelyOkay okay I hear you guys already and the answer is no. Yes I know that. But a girl can dream.
And do 50 laps of running to make it achievable. Yep. Now where did I put my running shoes?
Beautiful Blake LivelyOkay okay I hear you guys already and the answer is no. Yes I know that. But a girl can dream.
And do 50 laps of running to make it achievable. Yep. Now where did I put my running shoes?
"I am taffy stuck and tongue-tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready, I am ready
I am ready, I am fine"
-Counting Crows, "Colourblind"
What you do speaks so loudly that I cannot hear what you say.
I know people aren't all the same and we certainly don't think alike. But in between the people who we can categorize as normal, there are some who just baffle me. The I-can't-stand-to-see-you-happy-so-I'm-gonna-make-your-life-miserable kind. It is so obvious how they lack love and happiness in their own lives and they're not happy about it so they start to attack other people's lives with their uncouth behaviour and bad-mouthing ways. Isn't this sad? I feel like weeping just thinking about it. But then again, I'm so not going to bother.
And today, I baffle myself even more by agreeing with Miley Cyrus. HAHAHAHA.She had said in her Twitter,
"When did being happy become like committing a crime?"
I hear you sister, I hear you.
p.s: title of this entry is by Ralph Waldo Emerson :)
p.s: title of this entry is by Ralph Waldo Emerson :)
500 days of summer
I want to watch this so bad! It's been ages since I've seen Joseph Gordon-Levitt act and there's nothing to comment on Zooey Deschanel. She's Zooey people! Super cute, so beautiful, Alexis Bledel look-alike, what is there not to like? Once it's out here in Malaysia, take me out to see it will you? :D Friend or stranger, just take me with you.
Seriously, ain't kidding.
fangs are cool but..
I like my men with a pulse, thanks. And real men don't sparkle. (haha that is hilarious!)
suddenly I feel like changing courses. Fur is more my taste. Hunky warm-blooded werewolves are more attractive. Vampires are overrated anyway nowadays. Or maybe watching Bill getting all riled up for Sookie and she's always whining for Bill and watching them two getting it on in their vampire escapades kinda irk me a little bit so Team Jacob for now!
p.s: I can't promise this. I'm feeling all cuddly and warm all of a sudden thus the Jacob cravings. (ok not exactly cravings, that sounds too much, not too mention dirty? but you know what I mean right?) Might change my mind tomorrow or next week.
what good is a life, with no one to share
"Someday when you're lonely,
sometime after all this bliss,
somewhere lost in emptiness,
I hope you find this gift"
-Gavin DeGraw
somewhere lost in emptiness,
I hope you find this gift"
-Gavin DeGraw
I love this song. I love the singer. I love the video. I love Tristan and Isolde. But truthfully, the reason the video is here is because I miss James and I haven't blogged about him for a while! hehehe
"I am thinking it's a sign
That the freckles in our eyes are mirror images
And when we kiss they're perfectly aligned
I have to speculate
That God himself did make
Us into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay"
-The Postal Service, "Such Great Heights"
swish swish
I miss you yadayadayada!
I've left you for so long. Ok maybe not that long, last entry was on Friday, but I haven't written much like I used to. I do log in and check out other people's blog updates but when it comes to my own, I just don't know what to write about, unless there's an event happening, like the fabulous GTKY that happened yesterday (will try to blog about it after this, or tomorrow insyaAllah hehe) or my Atuk's khatam ceremony (is it a ceremony? what's majlis in english? ceremony la kan? ok abaikan). Usually I would vent my feelings or whole heart into this thing, but yeah I've used my energy for other things. Now that it's over, there will be upcoming projects and I am excited, but people need to take a breather too right?
So if you haven't heard yet, UiTM Shah Alam will be closed down next week because of the H1N1 flu and as scary as it is, most of my coursemates who live far, far away are estatic over this because they get to go home and I'm very happy for you guys. I know some of you are homesick so yeay, you've gotten your wish :D But on the downside, this will be our semester break which means our Raya holiday in September (I think) will be cut short. Boo.
This 1 week-holiday is clearly needed but somehow I wish we don't have to have a holiday now. Just because of everything; classes, tests, etc, will be postponed and some things have to be rushed. But it is for safety precautions and it is a worldwide pandemic so we don't really have a choice.
Ok I think I've typed a lot already and it's sufficient enough for a two-day hiatus. Will write more soon! hehee :)
p.s: The title of this entry is inspired by Mary's poem. Konon-konon the act of me dusting my blog because of the lack of updates. Go ask her to have a read hehehe.
I've left you for so long. Ok maybe not that long, last entry was on Friday, but I haven't written much like I used to. I do log in and check out other people's blog updates but when it comes to my own, I just don't know what to write about, unless there's an event happening, like the fabulous GTKY that happened yesterday (will try to blog about it after this, or tomorrow insyaAllah hehe) or my Atuk's khatam ceremony (is it a ceremony? what's majlis in english? ceremony la kan? ok abaikan). Usually I would vent my feelings or whole heart into this thing, but yeah I've used my energy for other things. Now that it's over, there will be upcoming projects and I am excited, but people need to take a breather too right?
So if you haven't heard yet, UiTM Shah Alam will be closed down next week because of the H1N1 flu and as scary as it is, most of my coursemates who live far, far away are estatic over this because they get to go home and I'm very happy for you guys. I know some of you are homesick so yeay, you've gotten your wish :D But on the downside, this will be our semester break which means our Raya holiday in September (I think) will be cut short. Boo.
This 1 week-holiday is clearly needed but somehow I wish we don't have to have a holiday now. Just because of everything; classes, tests, etc, will be postponed and some things have to be rushed. But it is for safety precautions and it is a worldwide pandemic so we don't really have a choice.
Ok I think I've typed a lot already and it's sufficient enough for a two-day hiatus. Will write more soon! hehee :)
p.s: The title of this entry is inspired by Mary's poem. Konon-konon the act of me dusting my blog because of the lack of updates. Go ask her to have a read hehehe.
81st
Capt Mohamad b. Hussin, my Atuk, during his khatam todaycredits to Abg T
Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke-81 my Grandfather dear :)
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and blessed by the Almighty.
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and blessed by the Almighty.
Atuk,
I know it's a bittersweet day; celebrating your birthday without having Nenek around this time but we all know she's with us, in our hearts and prayers.
You are strong, but it's okay to cry and be sad because you'll always have us.
Plus you know what, I've been feeling like I can take over the world lately so I don't mind sharing the strength I have with you.
You can rely on me like yellow does on blue. I love you. :)
Getting To Know You :)
I know it's kind of late to post this since it will happen tomorrow, but I've been lacking sleep and energy these past few days for what else? This thing! Which I love by the way :D My first big project with Ethos! and I can hardly wipe off the grin I have on my face over the hard work that we did that's going to pay off tomorrow. So presenting....
Ethos! proudly invites all TESL students to a welcoming activity called "Getting To Know You". This is a gathering activity meant to strengthen the unity between the TESL community and students of each semester and also to welcome all the juniors from these 3 groups:
1) Asasians Part One
2) B.Ed TESLians Part One
3) B.Ed Link Part Three
It is a one day activity packed with outdoor games meant to break the ice! No fuss, no fee, it's free!
Not only will you get to know your peers, but there'll also be lots of exciting prizes just waiting to be grabbed!
A fun day in the sun with free food and fun activities! What more can you ask for?
So mark your calendars on Saturday, the 25th of July and get yourself right over! Excitement awaits! :)
Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow! :)
Ethos! proudly invites all TESL students to a welcoming activity called "Getting To Know You". This is a gathering activity meant to strengthen the unity between the TESL community and students of each semester and also to welcome all the juniors from these 3 groups:
1) Asasians Part One
2) B.Ed TESLians Part One
3) B.Ed Link Part Three
It is a one day activity packed with outdoor games meant to break the ice! No fuss, no fee, it's free!
Not only will you get to know your peers, but there'll also be lots of exciting prizes just waiting to be grabbed!
A fun day in the sun with free food and fun activities! What more can you ask for?
So mark your calendars on Saturday, the 25th of July and get yourself right over! Excitement awaits! :)
Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow! :)
"You've got to trust your instinct, and let go of regret
you've got to bet on yourself now star
'cause that's your best bet"
-311, "All Mixed Up"
you know what?
At first, I privatized my blog because I realized I've written wayy too private entries and people can easily read and understand what I was writing about and then talk. But that was entirely my fault for not being discreet enough. I had the this-is-my-blog-so-I-can-write-anything-I-want idea in my head but I guess I wasn't so brave enough to actually make it happen. But then the unthinkable happened. Or rather, I had expected for something like this to happen. And I got mad. Really mad. Not too mention hurt. Tremendously hurt. Cooled down a bit though but I won't forget. And then it hit me. Orang ckp belakang means they hide the things they really think and do but in front of everyone they pretend to be nice. In other words, mereka hipokrit.
And me here, writing vengeful-like entries in a private blog kinda makes me almost equivalent to them. That is the last position I want to be in. In the shoes of a hypocrite. Thus, Hence, Jadi, I'm going to un-privatized my blog. Jika mereka (anyone you want it to be, or you can just perasan) baca, then bagus. At least, I know I'm being truthful and just. But this is not a way to membalas dendam or anything. I'm just doing what my heart says to do and this is it. So you know what, I malas nak kisah dah apa orang fikir. Me, God, my friends and family know who how I really am and that is more than enough for me.
Ok this is by far, the most rojak entry I've ever written. I'm sorry!
And me here, writing vengeful-like entries in a private blog kinda makes me almost equivalent to them. That is the last position I want to be in. In the shoes of a hypocrite. Thus, Hence, Jadi, I'm going to un-privatized my blog. Jika mereka (anyone you want it to be, or you can just perasan) baca, then bagus. At least, I know I'm being truthful and just. But this is not a way to membalas dendam or anything. I'm just doing what my heart says to do and this is it. So you know what, I malas nak kisah dah apa orang fikir. Me, God, my friends and family know who how I really am and that is more than enough for me.
Ok this is by far, the most rojak entry I've ever written. I'm sorry!
tu la, sape suruh kau baik sgt.
Now I know the truth. After all my hard work of smiling and being nice and treating you with the utmost respect, it finally came down to this for you to show me your true colours. Now I know who my real friends are, and who are foes. Thank you for the heads-up. Should've listened to you soo much earlier. Thank you thank you friend. As for the rest of you naysayers, just a simple Fuck you will do. Oh how tempting it is for me if I can just spat it out to your face. Now I know how it feels like to be disliked. You are so wrong if you think you can crush me. Better luck next time.
p.s: I'm so glad I made my blog private. So you people can't easily read them. HAH!
oh part 5,
Am I the only one who's losing sleep when it's only the second week of the semester? This is strange.
"And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky"
-Damien Rice, "The Blower's Daughter"
I'm trying, I'm trying. With all my might. It will all be okay. I know it will. I have faith.
saya power
I'm not going to let you intimidate me. Not now, not in the future, not ever. I am definitely stronger than this. It's already Semester 5 and there's only a year left before practicum and 2 years more to graduate. I want to score every paper, I want to enjoy my classes without any distractions, I want to be a good vice president and serve Teslians well, I want to be the best person that I can ever be. Oh please oh please let me survive this semester without any mengumpat-ing, negativity, bad thoughts, sloppy work, tough lecturers, tougher marking, and the like. I can do this I can do this I can do this oh yes I can!
I'm getting the hang of this motivating oneself thing. It does work wonders if you just believe :)
I'm getting the hang of this motivating oneself thing. It does work wonders if you just believe :)
part 5
I can feel that this semester is going to be hard. Got to be ready for all kinds of situations. Hey, I went through a bunch of shitty stuff, so I can go through this one smoothly, without a doubt, too right? May God be with me, and you guys too. Good luck!
discovery over the weekend
His name is Dennis Oh.
Yup. Oh.
Know what I mean? Oh as in Oh my-your-so-freakin-hot kinda Oh.
Me and my sister couldn't stop sighing every time he comes out in any scene in Yu Hee, The Witch on 8tv. He acts as a chef in it. We just started watching it last week. Only one episode and I'm hoooooked. I'm surprised at myself because I hardly like any Korean actors except for Won Bin. Am very picky about them. Japanese or Caucasian actors are more appealing to me. But Oh? He just caught my eye. Sigh.
Oh actually he's half American! No wonder lahhh.
Oh actually he's half American! No wonder lahhh.
Ok sape lagi tengok cerita ni? :D
no more mr nice guy
I've known to be lembik all my life. People have pushed me around and treated me like a freakin doormat. And I've taken it all, swallowed it whole, bitch about it behind those people's backs and bersabar and try hard to forgive but eventually I do and forget. But I never changed myself to be tougher. I've tried so many times but I always come out as a coward, hanging my head low when someone acts really mean towards me. But wisdom does come with age and after several nights of staring at the ceiling and doing some thinking of all the things I've encountered in my almost 21 years of living, I thought it is time for me to brush myself off and stand up for myself when people do me wrong. And boy, does it feel gooood.
No more ms. nice lady in ms. Nashrah. I might cut your head off like what she did. Actually this post was entirely inspired by Ms. Liu. Have been feeling pretty bengang lately. :)
p.s: oh sorry for the vulgarity of the language. I couldn't find a censored version. But that's what makes it funny hahaha. ok sorry I shouldn't even be promoting risque language to you readers. bad bad Nashrah.
p.s: oh sorry for the vulgarity of the language. I couldn't find a censored version. But that's what makes it funny hahaha. ok sorry I shouldn't even be promoting risque language to you readers. bad bad Nashrah.
fashion forward
Lately I've had so many things to think about, that I only do that (think) and not talk. I'm failing my ability to speak every day. So I'm just going to post pictures and short, short descriptions and just let them speak the rest for themselves.
I love every single item of clothing that Ashley wears here. The fringy top, the mini skirt, and the heels. Oh my God the heels.
from OlsensAnonymous
Camilla Belle. Acting ability? not so much. Fashion sense? Beyond the roof.
Sorry Acad, ini dipost tanpa ada kena-mengena dgn JoBros tau :)
Daisy Lowe.
Beautiful, Daring.
Beyonce Knowles.
Isn't she adorable?? She is too darn cute here!
Ok tu je. You, you and you, have a nice day :)
I love every single item of clothing that Ashley wears here. The fringy top, the mini skirt, and the heels. Oh my God the heels.
from OlsensAnonymous
Camilla Belle. Acting ability? not so much. Fashion sense? Beyond the roof.Sorry Acad, ini dipost tanpa ada kena-mengena dgn JoBros tau :)
Daisy Lowe.
Beautiful, Daring.
Beyonce Knowles.Isn't she adorable?? She is too darn cute here!
Ok tu je. You, you and you, have a nice day :)
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