a wise statement coming from me and i'm not always wise

1:31 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

when people don't seem to like what you're doing, even though it's fine and not something out of the ordinary, and they tell you so, DON'T LISTEN. don't ever change your mind about something that you have always loved or liked over someone that you really care about because obviously, that person does not understand and really know who you are. yes, ini sesi melepaskan geram. tp apa yang saya perkatakan ini sangat benar and maybe all of you know it already and saya ni je yang lambat pickup. after a few sessions of mock counseling with cik Nadia Goh, saya dah sedar. i see it now. oh i see everything so clearly now. if your guy or someone you like tells you that they don't like this, they don't like that about what you're doing or about to do, and that thing tak salah di sisi undang-undang or agama, don't ever be offended or think that 'aahla, maybe he/she is right.' don't. a guy/girl should accept you for who you are, eccentric and who loves taekwondo and all. i have always listened to people's opinions and follow them, but i'm not gonna anymore.

i'm not that weird or that open-minded; kenapa tak boleh accept je?

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this question

10:52 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

What am I to you
 Tell me darling true
 To me you are the sea
 Vast as you can be
 And deep the shade of blue

 When you're feeling low
 To whom else do you go
 See I cry if you hurt
 I'd give you my last shirt
 Because I love you so

 If my sky should fall
 Would you even call
 Opened up my heart
 I never want to part
 I'm giving you the ball

 When I look in your eyes
 I can feel the butterflies
 I love you when you're blue
 Tell me darlin' true
 What am I to you

 Yeah well if my sky should fall
 Would you even call
 Opened up my heart
 Never wanna part
 I'm giving you the ball

 When I look in your eyes
 I can feel the butterflies
 Could you find a love in me
 Could you carve me in a tree
 Don't fill my heart with lies

 I will you love when you're blue
 Tell me darlin' true
 What am I to you
 What am I to you
 What am I to you

-Norah Jones

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10:31 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan







"I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me"

- A Fine Frenzy




:(

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oh man.

6:39 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan






I did just that with my recent posts, mamma mia and dream. now everyone's laughing at me. well at least you tickled their funny bone. or feathers. whatever.

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11:02 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

she was a mess today. a wreck. she felt so lost. never had she been so weak, so timid not knowing what to do. it was like she was on another side of the world, where she knew no one and had no guidance or safety around her. she felt like a little girl.

I used to know a little square
So long ago, when I was small
All summer long it had a fair
Wonderful fair with swings and all
I used to love my little fair
And at the close of everyday

I could be found, dancing around
A merry-go-round that used to play...

"Ah, mon amour
A toi toujours
Dans tes grands yeux
Rien que nous deux"

All summer long my little fair
Made everyday like a holiday
Night after night it used to play
And people came there from so far away
And everyone sang that little tune
All around town you heard it played

Even Pepi from Napoli
He sang to Marie
This serenade...

"Ah, mon amour
A toi toujours
Dans tes grands yeux
Rien que nous deux"

All summer long my little fair
Made everyday like a holiday
Night after night it used to play
And people came there from so far away
And everyone sang that little tune
All around town you heard it played

Even Pepi from Napoli
He sang to Marie
This serenade...

"Ah, mon amour
A toi toujours
Dans tes grands yeux
Rien que nous deux"

I can't forget my little square
Even though I'm so far away
I can't forget my little fair
Maybe it's still there, still there today
I sometimes hear that little tune
playing in a dream of long ago

And in my brain runs the refrain
That old French refrain I used to know...

"Ah, mon amour
A toi toujours
Dans tes grands yeux
Rien que nous deux"


Jeff Buckley's Je N'en Connais Pas La Fin


I don't know what the french words mean but the way Jeff sings it, the mood, the emotion, was how she felt this afternoon.


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dream

9:39 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

something that I scribbled (well typed in my handphone) at 2.52 a.m.


How wonderful it would be to wake up,
and see two pairs of eyes that are identical but one's small and another big,
wide with anticipation and faces smiling ear to ear,
drawing near,
you open up your eyes, groggily and manage to croak out a 'hi'
and out of those two pairs of eyes,
emerged two lips.
two pecks land on your cheeks,
different ways but same meaning,
that is love.
'Good morning mummy,'
'Good morning darling.'



i guess seeing these mummies inspired me.







don't laugh.

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I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine

10:27 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

everyone has their guilty pleasure. i thought i didn't have one till one day i found myself singing and downloading her songs. it's so funny because my taste in music differs so much from this singer's genre. so it struck me that she is my guilty pleasure. presentinnnggg.....



yes guys, it's Rihanna !
(laugh, laugh all you want cause me myself is laughing)


her songs have this way of making you want to dance and sing to it. they're so infectious. but though I like listening to her, I can't stand another minute of 'Umbrella'. (saya ada limit juga ya.) anyway, in my opinion as a girl, she's pretty and edgy in her own way which I respect and her clothes are ridiculous! (ridiculous di sini bermaksud 'cool') plus seeing her video 'SOS' which was made a while back, this girl has the perfect body! and she's my age. sigh. inferiority complex much?

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mamma mia

3:31 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan


Khoirunnisa' bt Khairul Anwar
this cheeky girl is my darling my baby my everything. I love her more than I love ice-cream. I love it when she calls my name. it's the sweetest sound anyone can make. 'Syaa, syaa..' sigh.


when I'm with her, the maternal side in me will kick in. please don't laugh cause I'm serious. she makes me want to have a child of my own. yes, this is the only place where I could actually say/type this out loud cause the many people I've told will either laugh, or widen their eyes as if I'm crazy or ask 'Nashrah, are you for real?' I know, I'm only 20 years old and still can't take care of myself sometimes, but I just love her and the many baby cousins I have. they are irresistible!


but me wanting to have a baby doesn't equal to the feeling of wanting to get married. the idea of it scares the hell out of me. and pregnancy! and delivering the baby! *faints*

can i just miraculously have a baby sent to me by letter or post or something? hee. kidding.

oh friends, pls don't be shocked when you read this. my maternal instincts kicked in early. i ain't responsible for this.



for the time being, i only have these babies to take care of, and they are already a handful.


bluey gemuk

mr frappy and ms brownie
coffee and cream



ok you know what, I just realized I was being loony. scratch the babies idea. what were you thinking nashrah? ish ish ish.

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you are another mystery i am missing

12:06 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
 and it's one of those moments
 when everything is so clear
before the truth goes back into hiding
 I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
 to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
 tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe, I need to see the daylight
 to leave behind this half-life
 don't you see I'm breaking down
lately, something here don't feel right
 this is just a half-life
 is there really no escape?
 no escape from time
 of any kind
I keep trying to understand
 this thing and that thing, my fellow man
 I guess I'll let you know
 when i figure it out
but I don't mind a few mysteries
 they can stay that way it's fine by me
 and you are another mystery i am missing
It takes so much out of me to pretend
maybe, I need to see the daylight
 to leave behind this half-life
 don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
 this is just a half-life
 is there really no escape?
 no escape from time
 of any kind
come on lets fall in love
 come on lets fall in love
 come on lets fall in love
 again
'cause lately something here don't feel right
 this is just a half-life,
 without you I am breaking down
wake me, let me see the daylight
 save me from this half-life
 let's you and I escape
 escape from time
come on lets fall in love
 come on lets fall in love
 come on lets fall in love
 again


mick&beth

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in my eyes, you are beautiful

7:37 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

some things you see, just a peek or a glance, can remind you of someone. be it an old card or some form of colour, an inside joke or even a whiff of someone's perfume. while i was on the swings this afternoon and dreaming of flying and watching the cars passed by, i've thought of these people.


Kak Ano is who I think about when I see any shades of purple, or designer handbags or weddings. yes, she's 23 and already eager and ready to rumble.

Jwa is who I think about when I see rainbows or the combination of swings and an Ipod. i felt like her this afternoon with my hair on my face and me humming to myself. she does that often.

Sheen is who I think about when i see cans of 100plus and sweets. she's a sucker for those and her chubby cheeks and tummy prove it.

Aina is who I think about when I see food and cupcakes, and when i feel a sense of joy. she always have that smile and giggle. it's not easy to let her down, she's that happy. if you do, then you know you're in trouble.

Nadia is who I think about when I feel sad and need guidance. she's a very matter-of-fact kind of girl but not to the point of hurting your feelings. she's careful of what she says but still speaks the truth.

Mary is who I think about when I need someone to make me laugh and feel better. in a minute or two of spilling everything, the next thing you know, i'll be laughing. she's that good.

Nisa is who I think about every week! I'll always be waiting for her to come see me. she's my happy pill.

Umar is who I think about when I have lots of things to say. he's the only one who's willing to hear my crappy problems even though he does get tired of it sometimes. and cars too. there's not a minute of our conversation that does not involve sentences like 'eh cantik gila kete tu. eh syaaa, skyliiinnnee!'

Afroze is who I think about whenever I have the slightest bit of chance of freedom from academic life. come mid-sem break, raya, any kinds of holiday, we'll try to meet and catch up on the latest news of each other's lives. this is crucial to maintain a 4-year high school friendship!


Moja is who I think about now whenever I see books or whenever I enter MPH. it's so funny because the thought will occur almost immediately. books = moja. and also whenever i dream a lot cause dreams aren't wrong in his book.



i've thought of a lot of people in one session of swinging in the backyard. i wonder, have I ever crossed your mind? :)

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aina, mary, nana, apis, pana, min, umar, zami, sheikh and afiq. i blame you guys!

11:14 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

ok im kidding.

i second Acad on his recent post. my mind's currently not stable too and because of this, i'm going to try to refrain myself from writing posts that i might regret later on. in my current state of mind, i can write anything and that's unsafe ya'll. oh btw, i'm glad drama is all over but me being my sentimental and sensitive self, i miss my drama pals already! aina, mary, nana, apis, pana, min, umar, zami, sheikh and afiq, i had a blast working on this drama with you guys. thank you for everything. i miss our practices at the lib spot and under the trees. i miss seeing you guys act and crack jokes. it was fun and a wonderful experience. i'll write in a proper post later of me missing you guys. this is just me blabbering all the way about how i feel. ok the Super Random-er needs her rest now. astalavista baybeh.





see how tak betul i am?






miss u guys still!








muah!

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recipe for disaster

4:24 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan


reckless driving + irrational behaviour + indian man on a motorcycle + wandering thoughts +
blurry vision + lack of patience

= looking for trouble

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petunia,

8:39 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

here she is, already choosing what to cook from the many recipes me and mary had given her :))


aina banana, you're one year older. can't believe we've celebrated birthdays together three years in a row now! can't wait for more birthdays to come :)

here's my message to you,

If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.
But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me :)

don't ever change cause you know i love u just the way you are!


happy 20th birthday love :)

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unfinished

12:19 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

never encountered a person
who's as complicated and confused as you
of what is love and what is lust
eventually the latter became your virtue

you became the epitome of a typical guy
always chasing skirts and have one thing in mind
please prove me otherwise
i can't stand another minute
to guide and fight and pray with all my might

i'm tired love, of this thing we keep on doing
it ain't good for me and you
do you feel the same? or am I the only one?
please don't let it be true

i might have to do this you know
i might just have to be brave
for my sake, for my relief
i can't wait for you forever
or change would never ever occur

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august

12:00 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

tagged by the birthday girl :)

the rules:

· Pick your birth month.

. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

.Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.

.Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

. Tag 5 people.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

i'm tagging:

safwan

sheikh

azie

aimi

acad

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we're from different worlds

9:40 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

i just love that line taken from 'The Model Home' episode. turns out they're not so different after all.

Marissa: This song reminds me of you.

Ryan: I thought you were with Luke.

Marissa: I was. I don't know why I'm here, I just wanted to see you... I mean, you're leaving tomorrow!... and what if I never... we never... maybe I could spend the night? Just to hang out.

Ryan: You can't stay. If you stay, if we spend the night... I... I don't know that I could leave.

Marissa: Well, then don't!

Ryan: Ya, and you'll go back to school in the fall, and I'll just what? Hang around here? Hiding like some ghost? Cops find me and I'll have to disappear again? We're from different worlds.

Marissa: That's not true.

Ryan: I'm not like you. Go. Please... go.

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did you know smell triggers memory?

12:06 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

you know how memories and long forgotten things always catch up with you? this song does. it drives me crazy. whenever it's on the radio, i'll switch the station so fast, your head will spin. i didn't get it then when you asked me to listen to it. i didn't get it even when i cried seeing the title. now i do. after a year. 365 or so days. after the millions times it's played on the radio. i understand every single word. you knew me so well. you knew how i felt and what my thoughts were. yet, i left.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing,
we're just one big family.
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours



there's nothing i can do about it is there? i have to live with my actions for the rest of my life. until now, i find myself holding on to that sentence you always say, "Everything will be ok, Nash, everything will be ok." it never fails to make me feel better. cause i always had faith in you even if you failed me.

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anticipation

9:33 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

other than wanting to finish up all the assignments and exams and the semester very very quickly, i've also been dying to watch something, anything that's new at the cinema. the last movie i watched was Dark Knight. yes, i am the saddest person on earth. i don't have the time people so don't get your panties up in a bunch. (though i did watch Made of Honor illegally. that's a recent one right?) well, i'm not that much of a novice when it comes to movies. i can tell which one will turn out to be just so-so and which one's going to blow my mind by watching the trailer and read the reviews and synopsis in the papers and yes, by experience too. countless times i've chosen movies that sucked, so i have learned a lot and moved on. after finals, i already have several movies in mind that i must watch, regardless of anything standing in my way. yes, i am that desperate.



ok roll your eyes, be all 'haa james bond? biar betuulll.'
i don't care.
it's about james bond seeking for revenge, has daniel craig being all angry and macho at the same time, and a lot of british flair which i love



oh please oh please oh please let my dreams come true!


this is kinda interesting. it's from a video game. from what i went through watching Hitman, i thought my days of watching video game-inspired movies had come to an end. but Resident Evil was good and this has Mark Wahlberg in it yaww. maybe it's worth a try.


i love this combination. comedy, romance, first love, music and cute co-stars. cute Michael Cera and purdy Kat Dennings. this should be cool. but i'm not sure if it will reach Malaysian shores though.


hopefully, i will get my chance to watch all these.

it would be super-deeduper fabulous, no? :)

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1:12 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

i hate my current state of being infatuated. who am i kidding? so instead of dwelling on it, i'm going to shift my focus.






Oy. is it me or is it getting hot in here? phew. i feel better now.

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12:50 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

-Katerina Stratford

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tagged!

9:17 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

oh Aimi tagged me! :)

My top 10 favourite food.
- nasi briyani
- laksa asam
- tomyam
- nandos!
- any kinds of pasta!
- japaneseee
- nasi goreng
- any of my grandma's cooking
- ani sup utara's porridge :))
- ice creaammmm

10 Things I love doing
- reading
- watch the telly
- eating
- blogging, blog-hopping and surf the internet :P
- listening to music
- play with my pets and talk to them as if they know what i'm talking about
- wash cars. it's fun :))
- driving around
- have a big laugh with friends
- downloading songs

5 Types of girls that I adore
- like Rory Gilmore. loves to read, smart and gets all the boys :))
- kind and cares a lot
- comfortable in her own skin
- reliable, who will be there no matter what
- spunky and funny like Summer

5 Things I love doing when I'm feeling down
- listen to Jeff Buckley or John Mayer and pretend he's singing to me
- dance my worries away
- play with my cats and tell them my problems
- cry and cry and cry until i laugh
- watch a favourite tv show, or a favourite male actor and berangan he's mine hahaha

5 Things I love doing when I'm happy
- kacau my sisters
- eat, eat, eat
- watch a movie
- go out with friends and just have fun
- dance syok sendiri in my room

10 Ways to win my heart
- love me wholeheartedly and accept the clumsy, klutzy, awkward me
- be real and genuine. be yourself. a romantic side doesn't hurt either :))
- make me laugh
- respect me, listen when i say 'No'
- humble and admits that you're not perfect. it's cute you know :))
- passionate for something and knows what he wants to do with his life
- guide me religiously
- a guy who tells me the littlest details abt himself. it shows that he trusts me :)
- doesn't care about what's cool and what's in. he just follows the beat of his own drum
- the fact that he's perfect but he doesn't know it. :))

*can you tell i'm nervous stating the answers to the question above with the many :)) emoticon? never mind. *

My top 5 most favourite junk food
- baskin's jamoca almond fudge
- chachos
- keropok
- fruit plus :))
- cadbury dairy milk

5 Things I wish it could happen soon
- for me to finally say 'i'm ok now. i'm finally content.'
- for the exams and assignments to be over
- seeing all my school friends again
- semester break!
- world peace

10 Ridiculous things I wish to do before I die
- go to NYC
- have a weekly column in The Star or NST
- buy a mini cooper or a beetle or a nissan fairlady
- go to Santorini Island in Greece
- be a volunteer and go to Darfur
- raise money for the treatment of cancer
- travel around the world
- buy a big house for my family to live in, with a pool and everything
- be a food critic
- invent new ice cream flavours for Baskin

My top 10 recently most addicted song
pete murray- so beautiful
dido- here with me
gavin rossdale- love remains the same
the knack- my sharona
better than ezra- good
maroon 5 (with rihanna)- if i never see your face again
ryan adams- wonderwall
oasis- champagne supernova
Bell x1- eve, the apple of my eye
jason mraz- butterfly

10 Person I wish to tag
- aina banana
- naressa khan
- mojajaja
- safwan
- azie
- herne
- teddy
- shaza faiqah
- liyana alia
- sheikh

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and i would love to bring you down

11:39 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

Found myself just the other day
 In the backyard of a friends place,
 Thinkin' about you,
 Thinkin' of the crowd you're in,
 What you're up too where you been?
 Just thinkin'
And all the clothes that you wear,
 And the color in your hair
 Shouldn't change you
 Now you tell me why it's so
 You bigger than mighty Joe,
 At least you think so
God my fingers burn,
 Now when I think of touching your hair
 You have changed so much that I don't know,
 If I can call you and tell you I care
 And I would love to bring you down,
 Plant your feet back on the ground
Throw my smoke down on the ground,
 Turn my head and I heard the sound,
 That reminded me
 Of the days so young and sweet
 Always so much fun to meet
 At least I thought so
Now you think you're so damn fine
You can rule the world no not mine,
 I don't think so
God my fingers burn,
 Now when I think of touching your hair
 You have changed so much that I don't know,
 If I can call you and tell you I care
Now the scene that you're in,
 And the people that you've been with
 Just get to me,
 But you think I'm not as cool,
 As you are so beautiful
 Well who you fooling?
Well I'm here to tell you babe
 The game you're in is just a game
 So damn pretentious
God my fingers burn,
 Now when I think of touching your hair
 You have changed so much that I don't know,
 If I can call you and tell you I care
 And I would love to bring you down,
 Plant your feet back on the ground
You think you're so beautiful
 So beautiful

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11:09 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

"this feeling will go away, i'm sure of it. there's no point in being all giddy for someone when you know nothing's going to happen. i could get hurt just by getting in deeper. i shouldn't anymore," Nashrah said.

keep praying Nashrah. i have a feeling that you might need more than prayer to get over something like that, said Nashrah's inner voice.

how can you resist a God's creation? not that easy, my friend, not that easy.

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oh mick st. john,

2:14 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

i think i'm in love with you !

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john mayer gives the best advices

9:17 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

Take all of your wasted honor
 Every little past frustration
 Take all of your so-called problems,
 Better put 'em in quotations
Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
 Fighting with the shadows in your head
 Living out the same old moment
 Knowing you'd be better off instead,
 If you could only . . .
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
 Have no fear for giving over
 You'd better know that in the end
 Its better to say too much
 Then never say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shaking
 And your faith is broken
 Even as the eyes are closing
 Do it with a heart wide open
say what you need to say


don't be afraid to say what's on your mind even if it's harsh or mean or bad or good or sad cause you'll never know what might just happen. it could change your life in an instant, forever. :)

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hello stranger

7:11 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

Hello stranger

You came just in time

I look for your face in a crowd or in line

Hello stranger

Not a moment too soon

See- that old picture is fading in the drawer of my room

Now toys have gone lost

Baby teeth have come loose

There were accidents involving stitches

spilled juice

Report cards were shown

And one time I got sick

But it's nothing I couldn't catch you up on real quick

Hello stranger

I saved you a place

And it hardly seems strange

Now that I've seen your face



this girl wrote that poem up there.

Ginger Foutley

"As Told By Ginger"

she was my favourite cartoon character ever!



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9:24 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

It's February 20th. I'm Liz Parker, and lately I've been having these feelings, like I'm changing inside, and part of me doesn't want to change. Part of me always wants to be my mom's little girl. But the thing is, these feelings are strong...dangerous, undeniable. It's like I have no choice. It's like...chemical.

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oishi!

11:36 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

for 1 month, i've been craving sushis. wanted to eat Japanese food so bad. i miss the feeling of holding chopsticks and pretending to be a native. and berangan the scene from Takuya Kimura's 'Good Luck' where he ate with the girl and talked about a silly show on tv and made the girl laugh. yesterday i got my wish. i woke up really late and while rubbing my eyes and seeing no one in the room, my sister burst in and said 'Kak Sya, cpt mandi. nak g Sushi King.' at that moment, my eyes were like ones you see in cartoons, where they get excited and stars come flashing out. i showered, got dressed and off we went to our second home. Subang Parade that is.



see how i ate? sampai bergetar chopsticks tu.



ok my face didn't exactly exude the excitement i was feeling cause i was still groggy from waking up late and all, but trust me, i was feeling the satisfaction alright.


i feel like mamak this time. care to join me on my food escapades? i'll take you places you've never been before. ;)


-ok that was really corny and i'm not that scary.

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2:08 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

oh i need to get back to reality fast!

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the apple of my eye

12:58 AM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna give it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

-Oasis's Wonderwall
(though i like Ryan Adams's version better)



if you have ever made me smile, laugh, chuckle, giggle, grin, or snort, then this song is for you. :)

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bye bye ramadhan. see you again soon.

10:08 PM achoo-ed by Nashrah Khan

yes i know Ramadhan is over, and Syawal has arrived for four days now, yet the passing of Ramadhan still makes me sad. almost equal to the feeling of breaking up with someone. you see him again, and reconcile, and make amends, and then you feel happy; but just for a month. and he has to leave and come back another year. it is as certain as tomorrow or day and night, but so uncertain in a way that you're the one who might not be here next year when he comes. i remember my last terawikh. the Imam would always cry because he can't bear this month to leave him. to not have the privilege of terawikh or fasting anymore. though he recited and prayed in Arabic which i did not understand, i could feel the sadness and my heart whimpered like nobody else's. when he came to pray in Malay, now that's when my tears started pouring down. my mum started to sob beside me and who can stand hearing their mothers cry? not me, so my tears poured down more. who knows? i might not be here anymore next year, how am i gonna earn my good deeds for the afterlife? praying 5 times a day , avoid sin and be good to your parents and family aren't enough. i got scared. i have faith , slowly growing stronger each day, but i still commit sin intentionally and unintentionally, failing to fight temptations that always come my way now and then. i failed myself a thousand times, but worse i failed my parents and God. i know i can do better than this, but i will end up hurting people so i would always retreat and go back to my old ways. to be strong protecting your religion and faith is not as easy as it looks is what i have learned. so Raya wasn't as meaningful anymore. still, i had fun. a bit anyway. with the help of my looovveeely family. i love you guys more than ever.


the NKs


naziha, najwa, nashreen, nashrah


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